Autumn in Beijing is that I don't like, always like this.

I am a contradiction of ram, I dated a thoroughly, there was oneSagittariusThe boy was after the injury, I ask me: "why can't you calm down and love?"I have no language...

Met one day, the sheep scorpion, I feel he is so kind, it was the beginning of another relationship in deep, to him, the impulse of the sheep finally can calm down and listen to his story, Shared his joys and sorrows, I think I'm a really serious, finally he felt in my heart, I also to attract him, in an autumn afternoon, a newsletter, we started, although constellation said we best suited to make friends.

National Day holiday, we are together, may be a fresh each other, may be we really love each other, we are very happy, I also think we will be very long this time.

Sheep always impulse, however, also is silly, she ignored his previously, too ancient themselves.

Soon, the end of his first love, separate not because of love, but because don't feel right, actually his heart never can leave the position of others, in his own world in memory, then for something else or numb, the sheep don't believe, I hope he happiness, I hope he later life because of me.The sheep can be considerate, and this is his previous she didn't have.

Day day by day, autumn in Beijing is also deepened, actually just a month of time, find the sheep scorpion said to her: "sorry!"Before, the reason is, also, because he feel to do not have a feeling, want to smile to conceal his panic, but feel so bitter, only a month, the sheep just ready to their feelings better love, serious love, is such.

In the evening of that day, a little wind, cold, we walked on the way to school didn't talk, he asked me, are we still friends?I hate, why don't care how I feel?I have always been considerate, understand him, so he never mention before, never wayward embarrass him, but I am not god, I have no so generous in emotion, and he to a shadow, let me so hurt, and I want to be his friend, don't I afterward to hide my pain to listen to how he said that he had not forgotten, how is he sad?What a selfish man!But I am afraid, if even friends can't do it, isn't it doesn't matter since then?I don't do that!

I spoke, her voice some sand, "don't forget the past forget, that is a part of your life, forget is missing, I hope you can go out, can oneself go out, if you did not understand what on earth is your feelings, you don't want too easily start, because someone will always hurt, we are still friends!"He gave me a hug that your really good strong!You are a good girl, I haven't the ability to bear a relationship, I'm sorry, I'll be a good friend.

My heart aches, I unwilling, really!Why I hate myself that I am like this?I'm not very sad because I don't pretend he felt guilty, I hope he happy, because it is good to have pressure for him before, I don't now I give him such a mood, so I endured, and sheep also silly one.

But I want to say, I wait, wait until he can come out of that day of, when he can afford a the feelings of the day, because I really serious, I also want to strive for, scorpions, you can do this watch my horn was hit was black and blue all over?

Today, the school of the ginkgo tree leaves are yellow, as is the end of the herald a feelings, I feel so lonely, has suffered too much sad, his birthday is coming, what should I do?(The constellation of love /astro/aiqing/)

This fall, the sheep had a Scorpio, happy, pain, pain continues the...